[PinkGirl]

Hi Lily
I am so sorry that you're having these issues to deal with.
Please remember Jean's "Sister's" poem

the women in your life
will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on,
praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on
your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the
valley's end.
Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk
beside you...or come in and you carry you out.

And you've also got your special brothers - Lee, Bill, Doug, Eric and RB. As Caya said, we are all here for you.