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Old 01-18-2008, 05:49 PM   #5
chrisy
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Not in the normal range...

Boy, are you right on that one Brenda!

Debbie, I'm not sure how far out you are from your diagnosis and treatment, but as you've got 3.5 more years of tamoxifen I'll guess about a year and a half?

Many people, myself included, go through a post traumatic stress reaction after treatment. All these fears and emotions get put on the back burner while you actively engage in treating the cancer. Then later when you least expect it they come from nowhere and wham, you're this crazy crying person. That was the way it was with me, anyway.

So lets see...breast cancer, menopause, chemotherapy, talking to unhelpful morons...any of those things could drive a person crazy! In my experience, people who have not experienced it can't understand it. Although people can accept it and believe that what you are feeling is valid.

You're not crazy, but you are dealing with a crazy set of circumstances and feelings. The important thing is, if YOU are feeling like you are overwhelmed, you can get help. As Brenda noted, you can talk to your doctor if you think you need to.

Try not to let the turkeys (morons) get you down
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June 2002 extensive hi grade DCIS (pre-cancer-stage 0, clean sentinal node) Mastectomy/implant - no chemo, rads. "cured?"
9/2004 Diag: Stage IV extensive liver mets (!) ER/PR- Her2+++
10/04-3/05 Weekly Taxol/Carboplatin/Herceptin , complete response!
04/05 - 4/07 Herception every 3 wks, Continue NED
04/07 - recurrence to liver - 2 spots, starting tykerb/avastin trial
06/07 8/07 10/07 Scans show stable, continue on Tykerb/Avastin
01/08 Progression in liver
02/08 Begin (TDM1) trial
08/08 NED! It's Working! Continue on TDM1
02/09 Continue NED
02/10 Continue NED. 5/10 9/10 Scans NED 10/10 Scans NED
12/10 Scans not clear....4/11 Scans suggest progression 6/11 progression confirmed in liver
07/11 - 11/11 Herceptin/Xeloda -not working:(
12/11 Begin MM302 Phase I trial - bust:(
03/12 3rd times the charm? AKT trial

5/12 Scan shows reduction! 7/12 More reduction!!!!
8/12 Whoops...progression...trying for Perjeta/Herceptin (plus some more nasty chemo!)
9/12 Start Perjeta/Herceptin, chemo on hold due to infection/wound in leg, added on cycle 2 &3
11/12 Poops! progression in liver, Stop Perjeta/Taxo/Herc
11/12 Navelbine/Herce[ptin - try for a 3 cycles, no go.
2/13 Gemzar/Carbo/Herceptin - no go.
3/13 TACE procedure
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