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Old 12-03-2007, 07:48 PM   #2
Joanne S
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Joannie, It is absolutely overwhelming to go through this kind of anxiety, depresseion crying. I went through it for several weeks some months back. I have been on Zoloft for several years so can so relate. The doctor had me try a few different kind of anti-dep and was not satisfactory--the time factor of trying the new meds and fear of being without your dependable med makes the meds transition even more difficult.

As cancer patients, we all go through this condition at different times and at varying degrees. Additionally, our mental state is effected by the multiple changes, environmentally, chemically and hormonally going on in our bodies----including the stress of the every changing mental reactions to the ever changing info about our dx, test results, family and friend relationships and support...).

And I too carry extra pounds and hate it. I would love to be a normal size, but not at the cost of my mental health. ---I try to accept that I just have to keep the excess weight on at this time.

As you know it can take from 3-5 weeks for a new anti-dep to start working. Is it possible you didn't take them long enough to accurately determine is they may benefit you.

How long ago did you complete your chemo? Have you stopped or started other meds during this time? If you've been totally off the Celexa for a month, did you gradually wean yourself off? If not, that can be a real shock to the system. If it's fairly recently, you're probably going through that chemical change too. Have you checked into the possibility of getting samples from your doctor? Have you tried to contact the Celexa drug manufacturer for help? Have you contacted your insurance company and explain your situation and ask for an exception?

Although not recommended to me by anyone, I find that taking Motrin 800mg does help me lessen my anxiety, depression and cyring (including my physical pain). As you probably know physical exercise has a very positive effect on your mental health too. If you are not eating enough, it can inflate anxiety and depression. Talking to a mental health professional, family and friends, and the HER2ers here helps too.


I hope you get some relief real soon!
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Aug06...Dx Age 50, IDC Left Breast, 6+/16 lymph nodes, Stg 3, ER+/PR+/HER2+
Sep06-Jan07...Mediport. Chemo: AC x 4, T x 4
Dec06-Nov07...Herceptin
Feb12,2007...Surg MRM Left & SM Right, reconstruct w/expanders
Mar07-Jun07...Saline Exp
Jun07...Start Tamoxifen
Jun07-Aug07...Rad x 25
Jun07-Oct07...Persistent fevers-unknown origin
Jun07-Nov07...PT for Severe PMPS & Capsular Contracture
Nov07...Surg Capsulectomy, Gel Implants, PMPS pain gone instantly.
Feb08...NED 1st CANCERVERSARY!!!!!
Feb08...2 months post surgery Caps Cont again :(
Mar08...Stop Tamoxifen. Start Arimidex.
Apr08...Sudden high fever, Hosp ICU 10 days, staph infect, emerg surg, implants removed. Outpt IVantibiotics Daily x 6 weeks
Feb11...NED 5th CANCERVERSARY!!!!!
Feb12...NED 6th CANCERVERSARY!!!!!
Aug12...Spotting. Surg=D&C
Sep12...STAGE IV = RARE BC METS TO UTERUS ILC ER+/PR+/HER2-Negative) (Different BC than originally diagnosed = IDC ER+/PR+/HER2+).
Sep12...Stop Arimidex. Start Afinitor & Aromasin.
Jan13...MRI = no progression no reduction
Apr13...Progression. Stop Afinitor & Aromasin.
Apr13...Start Chemo: Taxol & Carboplatin.
Nov13...Scans & Pelvic 95+% Reduction. Nueropathy>Stop chemo start Fareston.
Jan14...PET scan = no progression stable.
May14...Pelvic > Bleeding & cramps. TMs up.
May14...PET scan = uterine progression :(
May14...Stop Fareston. Start Chemo: Xeloda.



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