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Old 09-26-2007, 05:53 PM   #277
Andrea Barnett Budin
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Wink For Jamie

The lingering effects of chemo can last up to a yr or more. The stress from the dx and tx impacts us often after the dust settles. What you are experiencing is *normal* for what you have been through, Jamie. I've been on Herceptin since '98 and fatigue is a reality for me. You can read my experience below. I have good days, and bad. I have good hrs and bad. I have peaks that last for a while, and I get suckered into thinking, I'm sailing smooth finally and then, I fall into a valley for a while. It's the new normal. But each day is a divine gift and I appreciate and revel in each one. I do my best every day. And every day, your best changes. I accept this as my new truth and I work with it, as best I can. Be good to yourself. Be patient with yourself. Sounds like you're doing everything right.

If you can, try to post your signature w/details. It helps for all of us to understand exactly where you are in the scheme of things. It doesn't matter what stage you are -- you are a Sister, welcome and accepted and supported here...
With love, Andi

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'95 post-meno dx Invasive LOBULAR w/9cm tumor! YIKES + 2/21 nodes. Clear mammo 10 mnths earlier. Mastec/tram flap reconst/PORT/8 mnths chemo (4Adria/8CMF). Borderline ER/PR. Tamoxifen 2 yrs. Felt BLESSED. I could walk and talk, feed and bathe myself! I KNEW I would survive...

'98 -- multiple mets to liver. HER2+ 80%. ER/PR- Raging, highly aggressive tumors spreading fast. New PORT. 9 mnths Taxotere Fought fire w/fire! Pronounced in cautious remission 5/99. Taxotere weekly for 6 wks, 2 wks off -- for 9 mnths. TALK ABOUT GRUELING! (I believe they've altered that protocol since those days -- sure hope so!!)
+ good old Vit H wkly for 1st 3 yrs, then triple dosage ev 3 wks for 7 yrs more... The "easy" chemo, right?! Not a walk in the park, but not a freight train coming at 'ya either...

Added Herceptin Nov '98 (6 wks after FDA fast-tracked it for met bc). Stayed w/Vit H till July '08! Now I AM FREE! Humbly and eternally grateful for this life-saving drug! NED since '99 and planning on keeping it that way. To hell w/poor prognosis and nasty stats! STOPPED VIT H JULY '08...! REMAIN STABLE... Eternally grateful...Yes is a world & in this world of yes live (skillfully curled) all worlds ... (e e cummings) EVERY DAY I BEAT MY PREVIOUS RECORD FOR # OF CONSECUTIVE DAYS I'VE STAYED ALIVE. Smile KNOWING you too can be a miracle. Up to me and God now...
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