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Believe51 · 09-26-2007, 11:45 AM

Controversial yes, but I do not think anyone's feelings are hurt ('course I cannot talk for everyone). We all have our views, different as they all may be but they are our feelings. We have the right here to express ourselves as we chose and our feelings are just that, OUR FEELINGS.

I am not hurt and I hope I have not hurt anyone here today or EVER!! I am a bit sensitive today and maybe that is why I appear to be paranoid...LOL!!, but just expressing myself as always.

And just because I may be a rah rah girl, I still get depressed and scared and sick of people saying that it will be alright. I have moments of feeling like 'doom', I get overwhelmed and anxious, with loss of appetite for days. So I am not always rah-rah-ing. There are times that I want to crawl in a ball and die. (How is that for honesty??).

.....but I do still believe!!

Unconditionally I Love You All>>Believe51

PS: Both of my posts are sent with love, no hard or negative feelings, and certainly just so I could get things off my chest.

09-26-2007, 11:45 AM	#28
Believe51 Senior Member Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: RHODE ISLAND (Ed getting me a latte on 2nd Cancerversary Cruise 2008) 'BELIEVE': To accept as true or real, To have faith in, To presume ALWAYS BELIEVE Posts: 2,999	No Hard Feelings.... Controversial yes, but I do not think anyone's feelings are hurt ('course I cannot talk for everyone). We all have our views, different as they all may be but they are our feelings. We have the right here to express ourselves as we chose and our feelings are just that, OUR FEELINGS. I am not hurt and I hope I have not hurt anyone here today or EVER!! I am a bit sensitive today and maybe that is why I appear to be paranoid...LOL!!, but just expressing myself as always. And just because I may be a rah rah girl, I still get depressed and scared and sick of people saying that it will be alright. I have moments of feeling like 'doom', I get overwhelmed and anxious, with loss of appetite for days. So I am not always rah-rah-ing. There are times that I want to crawl in a ball and die. (How is that for honesty??). .....but I do still believe!! Unconditionally I Love You All>>Believe51 PS: Both of my posts are sent with love, no hard or negative feelings, and certainly just so I could get things off my chest. __________________ 9/7/06Husband 50yrs=StageIV IBC/HER2+,BoneMets10/06TaxotereX10,'H'1X wk,Zometa,Tamoxifen4/12/07Last Tax5/18/07Pet=Rapid Cell Activity,No Organ Mets,Lytic Lesions,Degeneration,Some Bone Repair5/07ChemoFail6/01/07Pleural Thoracentisis=Effusions,NoMalignantCells6/19/07+7/2/07DFCI 6/25/07BrainMRI=BrainMets,Many<9mm7/10/07WBR/PelvisRad37.5Gx15&Nutritionist8/19/07T/X9/20/07BrainMRI=2<2mm10/6/07Pet=BoneProgression 10/24/07ChemoFail11/9/07A/Cx10,EndTam12/7/07Faslodex12/10/07Muga7512/13/07BlasticLesions1/7/08BrainMRI=Clear4/1/08Pet=BoneImprovement, NoProgression,Stable4/7/08BrainPerfect5/16/08Last A/C8/26/08BrainMets=10(<9mm)9/10/08Gamma10/30/08Met=5mm12/19/08Gamma5mets5 12/22/08SpinalMets1/14/09SpinalRads2/17/09BrainMRI=NoNewMets4/20/09BoneScan5/14/09Ixempra6/1/09BrainMRI=NumerousMets6/24/09DFCIw/DrBurstein6/26/09Continue Ixempra/Faslodex/Zometa~TM now lower7/17/09Stop Ixempra By Choice9/21/09HOSPICE10/16/09Earned His Deserved Wings And Halo=37 Month Fight w/Stage 4 IBC, Her2+++,My Hero!!