[rinaina]

Myra, all i can say is everything you are feeling is so normal. We all have our ups and downs with this. Have a heart to heart with your onc or onc nurse. They always seem to know just the right thing to say to me when I get like this. Also, remember, most of your days are good by comparison so don't let the few bad ones rule. Try and be positive all the time and then maybe more than half the time you will be. These feelings we get are a normal by product of having this lousy disease. Many are beating it though and that is what we have to hold onto.