hi tousled1
thanks for replying i am just really still in shock i cant believe this is happening i know its only preventative i should be happy for that i am i know in a way im lucky i dread this but maybe ill come out a stronger person i have always been the healthy strong one and now i feel helpless and scared ill be okay i wish it was over though and i could be telling someone else that it wasnt so bad thnx
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