Thank you all for your responces I appreciate them very much.
I guess the problem now is that I expected my scans to show nothing, and that I was just being paranoid and proving the stats right. Now it shifts to haveing to prove the densities are nothing and the symptoms are all in my head, which I was hopeing against logic, as I was with my lump, that they were. I just dont know how to feel right now I just want it to all go away! Sometimes I dont have it in me to fight. I will fight tomorrow. With a vengence!!!
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