~My Dear Father Is In Need Of Prayers Now~
 

My poor Daddy had a grand mal seizure this afternoon, the last one he had was 25 years ago. Daddy does not have epilepsy either. We did not know why this happened to him, nor what is going on here. Mom said that he is talking alright now but they are unsure if there is any damage right now. All prayers and positive healing thoughts welcomed. Ho hum.>>Believe51

PS: I have not taken a xanax for months now but you better believe I did today. Ed's Mom is mad we did not spring her from the rehab today and kind of blaming me. WooWee is she maaaad at Marie.....still smiling (of course this could be drugged induced)

I am so sorry to hear this news and know that your father is in my prayers. It sounds like a xanax was called for!
karen

i am sorry to hear this and just want you to know that you have y prayers.

Marie,

Your prayers were strong for my father; know I am keeping strong prayers for your father. Hopefully all will be well.

Prayers from Canada Marie - you are one tough cookie -

all the best
caya

Praying hard for your dear father. I am sorry that you have to go through so very much.

Tonya

So sorry to hear this Marie. Hope that your dad will be ok.

Marie many prayers going out for Dad. I pray that all well be fine with him.

It sounds like you have a lot on your plate right now. My thoughts and prayers are with you for your father and the strength to deal with you mother in-law.
To help a bit with the strength, maybe a little bit of vodka wouldn't hurt!
Eric

Eric thanks. I only write what my heart feels on this site, never sugar coating or telling someone what I think they need to hear. I say it like it is, this is the real me, the true Marie. Lately I feel like this sounds like I am a crazy co-dependant, pyscho! I really cannot believe this is all happening to Ed and I and it is not a pity thing. I have to smile right through it because I think I'd crack. This is my real life and sometimes I do not want to ask for prayers or sound like I am complaining. This upbeat attitude is mine, I own it and I have to for my quality of life. Hmmmm, let's see, in the last 2 months alone my Mother-in-Law was in an almost fatal accident, coma, now rehab and giving me trouble to go home. My Father has had several episodes in the hospital for his heart, the last one being a grand mal seizure. Lost my job, life insurance and benefit package at a job I had for 7 years. And My Sweet husband, my best friend is starting chemotherapy on Wednesday.

I am handling the stress well despite I do not understand how besides acceptance and determination. I figure that God has to have alot of faith in me to handle this amount of pressure and not crack. Do not get me wrong, I am not no superwoman, I am just an average woman in love with being alive loving these people and life itself. Besides, the big guy needs to know that I will be alright if he is not here.

I did take a Xanax and this has helped me to just chill out tonight and go slow enough to not get so stressed until I shook. I refuse to let stress rent space in my head as much as possible. And you guys, well, I always feeled protected and loved and prayed for. I gather strength and life force here. I am rambling and did not realize I needed to vent that bad.

Thanks you all for the prayers and the strength. Not only do I feel that God has alot of faith in me to handle these things but you all do too. You give me strength, love and courage to be able to move past things and really enjoy my life.>>Believe51

Gee Eric, maybe I should have had a shot, I might have passed out by now......ROTFL!!

Marie,

Thanks for the card. I got it yesterday. I am sorry to hear about your dad. Please let us know how he is doing today.

Tell Ed I hope he has a good day and you too.

Amelia

~My Dear Father Is In Need Of Prayers Now~
 

Good morning, Marie. I am also sorry about your father's grand mal and have already said a prayer for him and for you. I hope that today brings better news and that tomorrow goes well for the big guy. I am also not a xanax taker, but have been very grateful for the help that the occasional xanax can give. Hugs to you.

Barb A.

Dear Marie,

I'm sorry you are dealing with all this. It's a lot for one person. You have always been strong for all of them, so they expect you to solve their problems. You have been there for your dear mother in law, and she isn't used to you saying no. So naturally she's disappointed and mad. But that's her problem right now. She will deal with it, and she'll handle the disappointment. You are worried about your father right now, and he deserves your attention. Is there a shoulder for you to cry on, amidst all that is happening? Is there an arm around your shoulder? Because I think you are entitled to some support yourself. We can only do so much online. My arms are long, but they don't stretch to the other side of the Atlantic Ocean, alas. You are in my thoughts, though, and I'm sending warm, comforting rays for you, and healing rays for all your loved ones.

You are a very special, honest, loving person. I admire you a lot. Hang in there girl!

Love

Jacqueline

Oh Marie,

How much can one person take? Please know you are in my thoughts.

Hopeful

Marie, keeping your entire family in my prayers as always.
Hang in there!
Hugs

Marie, I know that your heart must be heavy. My mom-in-law has had a couple of grand mal seizures also and it is truly scary. Your plate is full and I know that your whole family is truly blessed to have you on their side. But girl, remember that you can't give out of an empty bucket. Make time to fill up your bucket too, sweet girl. I'll be having a tea party in your honor in my little mind tomorrow around mid morning. I'm deciding right now on all the different types of cookies and treats to be served to my special friend. Oh, yes, my imaginary limosine will pick you up early; so that you can cruise the glory of the God's great world before sitting down for tea with your Her2 friends. Join me mid morning and we'll toast a beautiful day and a brighter tomorrow. Much love to you and a peaceful evening. ma

Haha....I am hoping that the limo has a sunroof.....Aaaa, you never know when I am going to blow. Thank you for the real big smiles I have on my face right now.

My sincere thanks to you all, you are the best and I could not do without you. Now if that does not sound co-dependant nothing does. (laughing real loud)>>Believe51

Marie,

I thought Jacqueline expressed it perfectly. I don't see you as dependent, I see you as human. I believe we all need emotional support and being independent is allowing others "in" while not allowing anyone else to dictate your reaction. I see nothing in your threads that expresses neediness and dependency. On the contrary, I see someone who is extremely human and strong...with all the normal emotion that goes along with that. EVERYONE needs help.
You're WONDERFUL so be fair to yourself and allow yourself to be human with all the normal imperfections that go along with it.

Eric

Thoughts are with you right now Marie:)