Dear Tracy
 

I know it's been about a year since your husband died and I was wondering how you're doing. This was probably the hardest year of your life. I found it was hard to have a first Christmas, birthday, event without your partner. I hope you are well, and I know the others on this board have been thinking of you as well.

Your right, I too was thinking of Tracy and wondering how she is doing? I can't even imagine how difficult its been without him. Tracy I sure hope your doing OK. I've certainly kept you in my thoughts and prayers.

Thinking of you!

Chelee

Hi, I am doing ok. Thank you so much for thinking of me. I had to do alot of the "1st" right after it happened, his b-day was 9/1, the one year sadiversary was 9/8....hardest week of my life and I never thought I would make it through, but I did. I survived, just like I survived cancer...people tell me I am strong, sometimes I just think I am numb...once the shock wore off I looked back and realized that I could not remember the holidays, our anniversary (10/5), etc...I think this year will be hard too, but I am keeping the faith, keeping as strong as I can be for me and my kids! Love and hugs....Tracy

Tracy,

So good to hear from you. I have thought of you often in the past year and kept you in my prayers for comfort and strength.

Tracy
Your strength is seen in your beautiful picture...your smile glows threough all you have endured in the last couple years...you are strong and I admire you.....hope life continues to be joyful for you and your children....know that you are thought of often on this board.

Thank you for the continued prayers, I do need them more than you know. It was hard enough being dx at 36, but to be widowed at 37 was the hardest thing ever in my life. I am trying to keep smiling, I am trying to keep my faith and I am trying to live! My kids need me! XOXO

Hi Tracy,

It is nice to 'see' you. You look SO beautiful.

Jen