Starting new regimen Thursday

[Lolly]

Tykerb/Abraxane have run their course for me; my skin nodules continue to grow in the right chest wall and so my onc had me stop Tykerb/Abraxane last week. This Thursday I'll start back on weekly Herceptin, along with Taxotere which I've not had, and daily Xeloda which I have had but the dose is being upped to 1,000 mg twice daily.

My axilla nodes shrank on T/A, and I have a scan tomorrow to check those and make sure there's no spread elsewhere. Will let you know how I do.

I haven't been posting as much lately, as I just don't seem to have much energy, and that has me a bit worried, so I hope this new regimen will turn the tide for me.

Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.

<3 Lolly

[sally]

Hi Lolly, I'm sorry to hear that you are having progession. You have always been a big inspiration to me since the get go. I know you will give it your best and come out strong. Try to remember to keep smiling and stay positive. Taxotere worked great for me three years ago. I also got about 3 years on Herceptin. I recently had my first reoccurence. I had to stop Herceptin and got on Tykerb/ Xeloda. When I see all you have been through in your signature it gives me hope that I still have a long way to go before options run out. Make sure you keep us posted on how you are doing. Good luck with the Taxotere. Sally

[tousled1]

Lolly,

I'm so sorry to hear that you are having progression in the skin nodules. I know what you mean about not having any energy as that's my main problem now. I had Taxatore neoadjunctly and it shrank my tumor from over 5cm to almost nothing. I'm hoping that it will do the trick for you. You'll be in my prayers.

[Mary Jo]

Sending hugs to you Lolly and also prayers that your new regimen will do what needs to be done.

Dang this cancer. Why does it have to be so nasty? Why can't it react to treatment the way we want it too? Why does it have to be so sneaky and cause such havoc to our lives? I'm sorry.........I'm "thinking" out loud and needed to say it.

Once again, sending hugs, love and prayers to you Lolly.

Mary Jo

[IRENE FROM TAMPA]

Except I would not mind using a stronger word

just when we start getting "a wee bit comfortable" with where we are...
boom, here we go again. I can certainly relate and I am so sorry but Lolly you will rally once again. You just stay strong my friend

I wish you the best on your next regimen and let us know how your test turn out and how you are doing please.

[dorinda]

will keep you in my prayers. may GOD give you strength and courage during this time . with that shining smile of yours i know your days will be filled with sunshine and GOD blessings dorinda

[Becky]

I will keep you in my thoughts Lolly. I hope Taxotere thrashes the cancer totally away and allows you a much deserved chemo break.

[caya]

Hi Lolly,

Sorry to hear about your progression, but Taxotere is an awesome drug - hoping it beats those nasty cancer nodes down to nothing.

all the best,
caya

[lexigirl]

Hi Lolly,

I am sorry that those nasty skin nodules aren't going away. I am hopeful that the taxotere added to your new regime will be just what is needed to blast those suckers into orbit. You are in my prayers now for comfort, strength and peace as you begin your new tx combo.

Love and Prayers,
Lexi

[kareneg]

I am sos orry you have to go through this, and you are in my thoughts and prayers that this new treatment kick butt!

[Barbara2]

Oh my, I am sorry...we'll have you in our prayers... hoping the new meds will bring you to NED.

[anne2]

Wish you the best with the new combo. It's good to hear from you.
Hugs,
Anne

[sassy]

Lolly,

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers that Taxotere will do the job.
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Lolly,

Wishing you renewed strength as you start new treatment. Sending positive, healing toughts and prayers.

[Carolyns]

Lolly,

Thinking of you and sending extra prayers.

Love, Hope, and Peace,

Carolyn

[Julie2]

Lolly,

You are in my thoughts. Sending all the positive energy for the new regimen to wipe out the remaining mets.

Julie

[chrisy]

Well, I'll use a stronger word. POO.
Sorry to hear this one didn't completely slap it down - but you know that Taxotere/Herceptin is very synergistic and adding Xeloda to that I hope will get everything back in control quickly.
Take care of yourself, get plenty of rest.

On taxotere, don't forget about the frozen peas for your fingers and toes during the infusion!

Take care, keep us posted.
Much love
Chris

[Catherine]

Lolly,

Where are these bad monkeys coming from? I hope the Taxotere works well for you. I know you have a good doctor and that you are a determined survivor. I am just sorry that these nodules (noodles?) have not gone away yet. You will be in my thoughts and prayers on Thursday.

Hang in there, save your energy and keep the faith. You are an inspiration to all of us and we are behind you 100%.

All the best, Catherine
(oregon girls united against the bad monkeys)

[Patricia]

Hi Lolly,

I am sorry to hear that you are struggling with those nodules and the T/A stopped working. You are a survivor and will beat this beast (or bad monkeys :-)) away. Hang in there and hopefully your energy will return with this new combo. Good luck with your treatment Thursday. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Hugs,
Patricia

[sherri]

Dear Lolly,

You are in my thoughts and I wish the best for you my dear.

big hug,

[Joanne S]

I am praying your new regimen will provide a very positive response for you. Best to you.

[StephN]

Gosh -
I hate to hear that you have to take Taxotere, since you will have the 3-day (and up at weird hours) Decadron routine to go along with that. But I see you have already had Taxol (which was noticeably easier for me to take - since I was on it long term - and had only 4 cycles with Taxotere).

Just curious, since the Abraxane is also a taxane, why go with another taxane right now?

I am sure you have done a lot of homework on this, so I ask the question.

TRY to get some L-glutomine to take with the Taxotere for neuropathy. I feel that helped me a lot. Even though I got so stove up my knees would hardly let me use the stairs. It passed, but took time. I also took Folic Acid and B-6 on the advice of my med onc.

Sending positive "out,out damn spots" vibes your way.

[Believe51]

I will continue to hold you close to heart as you start your new regime with prayers and positive thoughts. When hubby was on the Taxotere it did an incredible job, his markers went down to almost normal (he is a marker-sensitive person) and he was feeling on the top of his game. Personally, I think he could have used just 1 or 2 more treatments but we had reasons to stop.

I am hoping that this will happen for you dear friend, but we are all different and we all are in search of that magic combination. You WILL find your combo and I am praying this is it. Keep that warrior attitude going strong. Beat those terrible cells down and don't forget to look for "little bugs with X's for their eyes" LOL!!

I love you Lolly, I shall pray and keep you close to heart where you have remained since I met you!! We shall meet in NED Dear, the first one there will save a seat and keep it warm!! Until then Lovey retain the laughter in that life of yours, keep the spirit and please remember I LOVE YOU!!>>Believe51

[Joy]

Darnit, darnit, darnit! I'm sorry that the course has been run. But Taxotere, as others have said, can really kick the crap out of these cells. I am curious about the point Steph raised-taxanes? doesn't mean it won't work, I'm going to think that it will work beautifully-just curious is all.

And I will add that L-glutamine capsules made a HUGE difference for me and was suggested by an onc. I also declined the decadron-not advice, but I did fine.

Please come to us for anything AND both Tykerb and Abraxane cause fatigue and I'm sure that is why you don't feel energetic. I know it is hard to weed out what is causing that when you have cancer and we worry and the more lethargic we get, more worry. You are a go-getter, Lolly and your energy will come back, maybe just going off tykerb will help. I actually get a laugh from the fact that tykerb and xeloda (I'm on both) cause insomnia and fatigue. But we work through it all don't we?

so much love to you and your hubby!

[madubois63]

Dear Lolly - It is always good to see your picture, but I am sorry about the progression. I will pray to St. Padre Pio for you. He is the Patron Saint of incurable diseases. He has always been there for me. I am Greek Orthodox and did not grow up in a religious household, but St. Pio found me. I've known an elderly man in passing through friends. One day we had a long conversation that somehow came to how the man had actually picked up St. Pio and given him a ride. St. Pio placed his hand on my friend and told him it would be alright. Never meeting this guy and not having told him about his cancer, Tony thought this very odd. He dropped him off and then he was gone. When Tony came home, his daughter gave him a prayer card with a picture of the man on it. He freaked out. His tumor shrank to nothing just prior to scheduled surgery that he no longer needed! True story - his family and doctor swear to this. When I got sick again, a little box came in the mail. I opened it to find a beautiful statue of St. Pio. He has traveled to Buffalo with me and sits next to my bed now. I have felt his presence and find comfort knowing I have my own personal saint looking out for me. I hope he does for you what he has done for me, and I hope the new treatment works wonders!!!! We all love you Lolly!!!

[pattyz]

Dear Lolly (said with big hug in mind),

I've recently read of wonderful responses to this particular combo, (when others have failed) that you're about to start. May you, too, be able to report such good results within a short time.

with hope, love and hugs,
pattyz

[AlaskaAngel]

Lolly, I hope you get some of that energy back soon to help you out with new treatment. Have you met anyone where you are who is HER2?

Wishing you the best,

AlaskaAngel

[Kim in CA]

Lolly,

I'm sending prayers that the Taxotere will work as good for you as it did for me. It was pretty tolerable for me right up until the last month or so (I was on it for over 8 months). Had I known about the supplements to help ward off the neuropathy, I'm sure I would have faired even better. My energy level on this combo (minus Xeloda) was not too bad, so hopefully you will feel better on this than the Tykerb/Abraxane.

Sending you big hugs and instructions to go kick some butt (Cancer's that is!)

Love Kim

[Lolly]

Wow, I'm awed by all the good thoughts and advice. You are all the best, and have given me a much needed boost!

Here's to zapping those BAD MONKEYS!


I actually HAVEN'T done much research this time (I do trust my awsome onc, and not having a lot of energy zapped my normally curious mind), but did come across several articles that indicate, as PattyZ says, that this combo is effective when others have failed. I'm banking on it!

I've got two friends here who are HER2+; one has Inflammatory BC and has had Taxotere/Herceptin in the past with a good response. Another has lung mets and hasn't had Taxotere yet, only Navelbine with Herceptin, and is currently almost NED and stable on just Herceptin. I know of several others in our smallish town (population 50K+) who are HER2+ and had Herceptin as adjuvant therapy and as far as I know haven't recurred. I've printed out leaflets that I downloaded from this site and left them at our treatment center with all the other cancer-related brochures, so for all I know some of these women may be aware of this group, sure hope so!

Thanks again all, I really appreciate it. Off to my CT scan.

<3 Lolly

[Sheila]

Lolly
As always, you are in my prayers and thoughts....you are truly my node warrior....we both know how pesky they can be....sending lots of healing thoughts, warm hugs and love.

[Lolly]

Hi, just wanted you all to know my first Taxotere/Herceptin went fine. I was admitted to the hospital for the day as this is standard protocol with a first infusion of Taxotere, "just in case", but had no problems with reaction. My onc didn't prescribe any pre-med, ie steroid, as the side effects with the weekly dose are generally less severe.

I asked for and got bags of ice for my fingers and toes, and so far no problems there, thanks for the tip girls!

So far I've been feeling pretty well, had some muscle aches and pains by the third day which were easily controlled with pain meds, so all in all I'm pleased. However, still waiting for the Xeloda preauthorization to come through, aaaargggg!

<3 Lolly

[Mary Jo]

HI Lolly,

So happy to hear all went well for you. Hope the darn authorization comes through pronto.

Hugs,

Mary Jo

[Lolly]

Thanks Mary Jo!

Also, I JUST heard from my onc's nurse that the CT showed NO NEW AREAS OF CONCERN, just dealing with the right axilla and chest wall still; what a relief!

<3 Lolly

[IRENE FROM TAMPA]

Glad to hear that your first treatment went well for you.

I surely pray that this will blast those stubborn monkeys. You are a true warrior and I know that you will do well.

I see that you will be doing the 3-day. Is this the Susan G. Komen 3-day Is this in your area? Will you be walking it? I am preparing as we speak for ours here in Tampa which will be held on Oct 19,20 and 21st.
Last year was my first year an I came away a truly inspired and humbled person. It was awesome. You will have to let me know how it was for you.

Take care Lolly

[Vanessa]

I am hoping and praying that this new combo works wonders for you. I also hope that you get some energy back. I am struggling with low energy right now. Best wishes.

[StillHere]

Lolly, I appologize for not posting sooner. Every time I read this thread I get too emotional to write. I love your picture and wish that you were well enough to come on the retreat with us. Of course, who knows with this damn disease which one of us will be in treatment in January. Please make sure you get enough rest so you have the energy to keep us posted on your progress. I don't know where the monkey thing came from, but I am fighting a mosquito right now that looks as big as the flying monkies in "The Wizzard of Oz". So far the flying vampire is winning, but I am determined to get em before bedtime. I so wish you did not have to go through yet another treatment, but if this is what it takes to stomp those monkies - so be it! I don't really pray, but I am sending all the positive energy I can muster your way ~~~~~~~~~~~~~Hope you can feel it through cyber space. Healing Peace to you. Karen
PS: The dormant Catholic in me needs to google St. Pio now. Go Figure !?!

[Mary Anne in TX]

Lolly, that's such good news to hear that things went fine during treatment! I too am believing that the "monkeys" will be zapped and you'll be back on course for good health again! ma

[Julie2]

congratulations for the good CT. and hope the remaining thing will be wiped out with taxotere. Have you tested your Her2 serum recently? Is there corelation?

Thanks,
Julie

[sassy]

Keeping those prayers going Lolly!
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[Leslie's sister]

Lolly, as you can see by all of these posts you are one loved woman! Keep fighting the fight. My prayer is that you return to NED and kick this rotten disease in the #*@*#!

[SoCalGal]

Lolly,
Sorry to read your post...also wishing you strength, courage and clarity to stay focused on the new regime. I think the fatigue is a result of stress and chemo. Try to keep your mind busy with things you enjoy and just keep putting one foot in front of the other until you are on this new regime. I am praying for you, and for all of us. xoFlori

PS - Are you anywhere near Eugene? My daughter will be a "Duck" soon!

[lilyecuadorian]

Stillhere,Me and my mother apreciatte the biographic, I hear he's done to many miracles ...

[Jean]

Lolly,
I just want to send my prayers and wishes to you that the new trt will kick those nasty mets down and out for the count.

Hugs,
Jean

[Andrea Barnett Budin]

LOLLY, I have you in my thoughts and prayers. Taxotere did the trick for me, so I'm hoping it'll knock yr canser out of the ballpark! Wishing you NED with all my heart! Always love your posts and your Spirit, Lolly. Sent with HUGE HUGS just for YOU... ANDI

[rentrac]

Dear Lolly,
It ain't fair. You are in my thoughts and prayers as you start the next new path in treatment. I'm hoping all those skin nodules decide to make like trees and LEAVE. Meanwhile, rest well and take joy in the comfort of your favorite resting spot.
warmly, Rentrac

[Lolly]

Just an update; the Xeloda approval finally came through this last Wednesday. A nice surprise is that it's now being covered 100% by Medicare Part B, just like the IV chemo's. In the past I had a $40 co-pay since it was an oral prescription. Good news!

<3 Lolly

[pattyz]

Oh! That is good news, Lolly.

How are you feeling otherwise? What's your dosage of Taxotere?

And how will your delayed Xeloda fit into your TXT/H schedule?

Because of my partner, Lyle's, recent dx of Stage III locally advanced bc and tx with TAC, I did Taxotere research. That's when I found all the POSITIVE reports shown with the Taxotere/Xeloda combos... This will be your experience, too, Lolly. yup. I just know it, that's all!

bighugs,
patty

[nitewind]

Great news about the drug coverage, Lolly. Things are starting to look up, praying for the taxotere to kick the nasty butt of this monster.
Hugs

[tousled1]

Lolly,

Glad that your first Taxatore treatment went well. I had very good results with Taxatore ad I'm sure it will work magic for you.

[Dina]

Lolly - wishing you all the best with all these treatments as well. Wondering what do you all do for complete lack of energy? I'm on tykerb and navelbine at the moment, and often find I can't get out of bed all day - no chance of taking children to school in the mornings, and quite often still knocked out by the time it's picking up time!! Does exercise work to give more energy? Or is it just about staying in bed?

[hutchibk]

Dina, I have heard that regular exercise (even mild exercise as long as it's regular) really helps cut through the fatigue... that staying in bed just exacerbates the fatigue. I have just joined a gym, and plan to come up with a 20-30 min workout that I can do 3-4 x a week. I do walk regularly... but I know I should be doing more.

All the best Lolly - kick its butt!

[Dina]

thank you brenda so much for writing back - i do walking, but agree with you that exercise has to be a good thing..,what's everybody else's experience?

[dhealey]

That's great news Lolly! I know I was so happy when my insurance finally started paying for my herceptin treatments. I had to threaten getting a lawyer after 6 mos. and when I did that, they started paying for them. They even had to pay the oncologist interest. I agree exercise does help with the fatigue. I walk, do yoga, pilates and lift light weights. This has helped alot with the fatigue. It also helps to build your immunity. Best of luck to everyone!

[Lolly]

Well, I can't advise about the exercise since I don't get any, lol! I have just enough energy to do light housework and shopping, so far anyway.
Patty, I don't know what dose the Taxotere is, but I'll ask next week. I don't know if the Xeloda being delayed set me back or not, but I'm not worrying about it just determined to do some damage to those bad cells!

<3 Lolly

[Dina]

Yes, I'm the same - zilch energy, but wondering if doing exercise gives you more energy in these circumstances...??? Also what causes the lack of energy - the illness, or the treatment? and does it get better? The oncologists (here in the UK anyhow) don't seem to have these answers, and my sense from these forums is how much more proactive American patients are, and much better at getting answers and information too.

Anyhow, thanks so much for writing - it's such a lifeline, this support network, love, Dina

[madubois63]

Dina - Walking is a great way to excercise. If the weather is not good, I go to a mall. If the weather is good, a beach is my first choice. It doesn't matter where, how fast or how long your walks are. Moving is the best thing. If one day you can't, then don't. The next day you may feel like walking twice as much. Listen to your body, and don't over due it. I believe the treatments are the thing causing the lack of energy more than the illness (of course, that depends on where the illness is). During my first fight with bc, I was not sick at all until they started the treatments. But, during the second fight, the mets were on my lungs making it hard to breath and move - slowing me down. During my fight with leukemia and graft verses host disease, many of the drugs I was/am taking literally atrophied my muscles. I could not lift my legs to go up a step at one point. As we decrease the medications, my muscles responded, and I am able to handle more and more steps up (I can walk for miles though, just not up - figure that out??) You will regain your energy, but it may take some time. The problem is that you will look so good, and everyone will expect you to feel that way...leaving you in the dust. Don't be afraid to tell them to slow down!
Love,Maryann

[Dina]

thanks Maryann - you look sensationally energetic in your picture. Just being by the sea is so health-giving isn't it, I'd love to have the option to walk on a beach every day!! My mets are in my lungs and at the head of the pancreas, so I have a stent inserted, which causes some of its own problems I think. I'm on navelbine, an intreavenous drug, taken two Tuesdays out of three, and tykerb, which is pills, taken every day (five a day). I've been given blood transfusions to help with the exhaustion, and they do help, but I figure I can't just keep having more blood poured into me every few weeks...so hence, the search for some better ways to combat the tiredness.

Thank you for your lovely, cheering note, love,Dina

[Emelie]

Lolly,
Taxotere and Herceptin did the trick for me before my surgery. I went weekly for 12 weeks and did fine. A little tired, but kept my weight up and maintained my daily life, to a point. No gourmet meals or dinner parties!
Best of luck and I will keep you in my prayers.
Emelie

[mts]

Lolly,

I just logged on to the website and was surprised to hear that your cocktail decided to whimp out on you !
You have always been such a great "responder" to everyone elses issues and I just want to let you know that I am thinking about you and sending you health vibes...

Please take care.

Maria (MTS)

[tricia keegan]

Lolly good luck on this new regime and I pray they do the trick for you and give you a rest from these meds!

[jones7676]

Wishing you well and hoping the taxotere wipes it out!