Pam P
02-01-2005, 06:02 PM
I haven't posted on this board for awhile, but I am a lurker. I was dx with inflammatory bc 6/01. Bone mets dx 9/02. I have been on navelbine & herceptin for bone mets for 1 year.
For me the navelbine wasn't bad to tolerate. My main issues were fatigue, constipation, low blood counts for which I took injections of aranesp & neupogen.
I just had a PET scan last week. Good/mixed news on the scan. No new lesions or sights of metastasis. The sites already involved, 4th rib & 4th & 5th vertebrae looked like there was "slightly" more activity in those spots. (A slightly higher SUV number from 10/04) My onc. thought it wasn't significant & thinks at that level of interpretation there is a certain amount of subjectivity about "slightly better or worse".
My CA 2729 tumor marker was a little higher than last done in November, it has ranged from 57-72 over the last several months, but again only slightly higher.
It's not the news I wanted on the scan-- I wanted NED, but this is good too or better than it could be.
The doc is taking me off the navelbine. And I will continue to get only herceptin & zometa which won't have all the side effects so my blood counts, fatigue, etc. should improve.
I'll have another scan in 2 months -- if the cancer doesn't get worse I can keep doing this...... if it gets worse, then it's chemo again.
I SHOULD feel happy that I'm able to have a break from chemo. I know some people do well for quite awhile just on the herceptin. And, I know many have progression soon & are back on chemo. I'm afraid that the "slightly higher activity" in the scan is significant & a sign that the chemo wasn't working and the cancer is on the move.
I SHOULD celebrate the moment, but I can't find a way to do that - it feels like I'm dragging a ball and chain around.
I SHOULD have hope for the future, but I just feel scared.
Thanks for being here, understanding, and listening.
Pam
For me the navelbine wasn't bad to tolerate. My main issues were fatigue, constipation, low blood counts for which I took injections of aranesp & neupogen.
I just had a PET scan last week. Good/mixed news on the scan. No new lesions or sights of metastasis. The sites already involved, 4th rib & 4th & 5th vertebrae looked like there was "slightly" more activity in those spots. (A slightly higher SUV number from 10/04) My onc. thought it wasn't significant & thinks at that level of interpretation there is a certain amount of subjectivity about "slightly better or worse".
My CA 2729 tumor marker was a little higher than last done in November, it has ranged from 57-72 over the last several months, but again only slightly higher.
It's not the news I wanted on the scan-- I wanted NED, but this is good too or better than it could be.
The doc is taking me off the navelbine. And I will continue to get only herceptin & zometa which won't have all the side effects so my blood counts, fatigue, etc. should improve.
I'll have another scan in 2 months -- if the cancer doesn't get worse I can keep doing this...... if it gets worse, then it's chemo again.
I SHOULD feel happy that I'm able to have a break from chemo. I know some people do well for quite awhile just on the herceptin. And, I know many have progression soon & are back on chemo. I'm afraid that the "slightly higher activity" in the scan is significant & a sign that the chemo wasn't working and the cancer is on the move.
I SHOULD celebrate the moment, but I can't find a way to do that - it feels like I'm dragging a ball and chain around.
I SHOULD have hope for the future, but I just feel scared.
Thanks for being here, understanding, and listening.
Pam